Saturday, August 04, 2007

OPQIWURG;AMNA need outlet vent frustrationX freaking dono why ugh whyyyyy as;erkjopiujdb must let everything out but no. angst post why is he like this why am i like this why is everyone like thisssss feel so screwed up but why also dono ugh v irritating need outlet but have nothing and bao zha into . heh must continue typing this cathartic animations render my soul 6 deadly dances shimmering petals what isit water serpents maelstrom mist and kakashi! but no cannot d3lus!oNz x 1000 horrible feelings but yes no doing wad? dono too neither do i this is not truee stream of consciousness non spontaneity degeneration into illusions of friendships and photos no photos got photos wed thurs fri sat X no cannot use x anymore must use Z :) special spellingz shit talk nonsense but no shit is got shit. what am i talking abttttt drift away from the point of origin of the universe like big bangz and black holex and dark matter research law psychology only teenager not meant to feel this much but so much conflicting emotions pulled apart wu ma fen ti chi pops out too phrases like these fill my mind one after another so poetic but it's actually not just crap in reality under the mystic cover of a forced paragraph of words without punctuation grammar but resents and hates and anger fly into formless frustrations that cannot be named but can be described ya knowwww its like munchkins of doom and woe begones harbringers at the ready to tear the soul into myriad of pieces that are shards in reality like glass vanes window and sis back must stop this mahjong.


it's like... after mahjong i don't even remember what i was frustrated abt. but ok la it's 2 am after all and i was nodding off at mahjong as usual until sis revived me a little with dark chocolate. so drained.

inner turmoils that flicker in one's face like ripples in a lake. slight disturbances, and they're gone. haha who am i kidding.

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